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The Luck of the Irish
I looked at these photos with awe and amazement. John Leddy, my great grandfather, dragging a horse drawn plow across the field while...
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Mar 14, 20221 min read


Story & Sound
This morning I was compelled to listen to the sounds of one of my favorite songwriters. I searched the internet for the video I had...
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Feb 19, 20221 min read


A Different Kind of Valentine
I spotted the box by my side door. I didn’t order anything; what could this be? I thought. The return address was New Jersey. I knew in...
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Feb 12, 20222 min read


Over the Moon
The annual celebration of Valentine’s Day will soon be upon us. Images of hearts, cupids and candy imprinted with words of devotion...
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Feb 3, 20222 min read


Perception, Symbolism, & Autism
My son received a doll as a Christmas gift this holiday. As he pulled the paper off the box, he began to turn it into an upright...
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Dec 31, 20212 min read


Reflections, Stardust & Possibilities
Many I’ve talked to end the year 2021 exhausted. Time seems to have flown by and yet we still feel like we’re all treading water; stuck...
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Dec 26, 20212 min read


Giving, Receiving & Acceptance
With the holidays quickly approaching, I took a moment to reflect on all that has happened since 2020. Our world had been knocked out of...
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Dec 1, 20212 min read


Aging, Autism & the Autumn of Life
Autumn brings the brilliant color turning of the leaves and a cornucopia of harvest. It’s a time to slow down and prepare for longer,...
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Oct 20, 20212 min read


The Lost Phone
My whole life was in that phone. I panicked. My son was supposed to come home the following day and now I had no communication, cut off...
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Aug 24, 20213 min read


Transitions
As we move through these last days of summer, I think of all those special needs students who will soon venture out into another school...
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Aug 22, 20211 min read


What Do You See?
I sat in my garden with a couple of friends surrounded by flowers, a birdfeeder and an arbor covered with years of wisteria that had...
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Aug 12, 20212 min read


New Vibrations
In 1964 I was nine years old. The Beatles had landed in America and we all watched history in the making as “I Want to Hold Your Hand”...
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Jul 28, 20212 min read


Generations
Sixty-six years ago, my mother gave birth to six and a half pounds of me. I thought about my mother, her mother, those who came before...
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Jul 15, 20211 min read


Words...
Fifty-five percent of all communication is nonverbal, words comprise only seven percent of the whole. Yet words are powerful. They are...
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Jun 25, 20211 min read


The Music Lesson
It was the summer of 2016. I had just returned home from a James Taylor concert held in Portland Maine. A friend had invited me to go on...
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May 31, 20212 min read


A Special Mother's Day Toast
Here’s to the mothers of children with special needs whose patience, perseverance and love make a difference every day in the life of...
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May 7, 20211 min read


Flashback 1973
And there we stood, not yet 18, on the threshold of the unknown, of infinite possibilities. Childhood friends stepping out on a journey...
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Apr 22, 20211 min read


CHOICES: The ongoing dilemma of families living with autism.
(original blog post written August 2015) While recently clearing the basement clutter and sorting through boxes of papers, I came across...
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Apr 13, 20212 min read


Follow the Sun
I had just come off of six days of caregiving; a whirlwind between my son’s home visit and my mom’s unexpected needs. My house looked...
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Apr 9, 20212 min read


CHOICES
“CHOICES, why did you choose that title?” said the moderator addressing me. I was in the middle of fielding questions after a book...
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Mar 31, 20212 min read
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